I have been

I have been looking around for the clues
for the inner peace and for the hidden muse
ways that are parted away and the difference that persist
thoughts that pinches me each second just like cyst

i have been streaming down the hill
for every time i look up... gives me an adrenaline thrill
finding nothing but the shadows i have been running from
i got no way to escape in an old tomb

I have been screaming out so loud
voice was not trembling, but found it was 'sound without'.
seeing the faces, listening to voices and feeling the touch
are the few things i cannot connect with, as if stuck in a hutch

I have been framing the unresolved issues thoughtfully
shedding the leaves of past that keeps on troubling like a bully
clearing the doubts, assuring the soul
at the end it would be fine as whole!

For some reason...i find peace in silence
chirping of birds early in the morning provide me fine ends
in the midst of emptiness....you eyes show me the right path
your hearty smile made me believe in dreams i always had..

even if you are not around...seems like you holded my hand smiling
scolding at my flaws and staring at my single act  beguiling
while i sleep...you often wander in my dreams
every time i wake up....my head felts jolt with a seam

i sometimes feel very scared...but i swear while thinking about you
nothing can stop me or distract me....like i can anything through
while hearing your voice....i get lost intensely..
i didn't even realize your absence hysterically

while writing ...it seems that maybe someday you will get to read this; or maybe not
whatever happens...i always will think, one day we get together for same reason we fought.
your soft hands...will ever let the touch of soft and purest skin i have known
simplifying the fact i say....COULDN'T HELP BUT KEPT ON LOVING YOU EACH DAY I HAVE GROWN!!!

Shaz