Time

and it all went down....in a minute second...the frame time was minimal and he didn't even got a chance to say goodbye. that's the irony of life that when you think that you still got time to do things right and you leave the same for later, that's when time gets heated. all says it is just a dimension, but as per my understanding it is a form of energy that is actually formed and activated by humans only. be it anywhere, whether at work, at home, at vacations or else, we always bound ourselves with time frames. Often people who follows the time frame are quite successful. But people generally cannot control time as when it is activated, we ourselves gives the power to time to hold us and control our lives. Its quite ironic and also controversial that people who are timely active are more successful than people who does not follow it. Theory says discipline is necessary but to be disciplined does not rightly means to be time framed. Doesn't being disciplined means we are actually successfully controlled. As per my understanding people should be civilized and disciplined. but seeing time controlling us always fears me the immense power it holds and weaker we becomes in front of it. 

Post Love

Blown up in agony
held up in name of destiny
back in the head....it all stays
like a satin hidden in holy days

All good just washed away
all hunters wait for weaker prey
some dies ..... some stays inhuman
some hate .... some act like numen

Filling the gaps....hitting the spots
awake every day holding same knots
some talk .... some like silence
some kills .... some preaches violence

Same road goes whether its .... Hell or heaven
its same heart that beats...whether....obsession or aggression
Draining the unsung words down
saving the prints of shadows already drown

I just close the book and wish that it all vanishes
In the scenic beauty of moon and light it all manages
I just open my eyes to see the presence of that image all over again
In sunlight or nights that nurtures the pain

Copyight: shaz

years of magic and still wat it went tragic
want to picture it all again.....even though takes this pain
seeing u all happy with a new born child
want to kiss her......but seems not a good idea for while

baby its just me.....my love wandering around
with your household and new life that u bound
i promise u this day....to make the fair choice
i  said fair not the right...becaz i know u wudnt hear my voice

baby i am alone and i promise would always be like this
be in this forest of love or be in the reign of love......try to understand please
i want to you to accept that......i love you baby
but i cant baby,.....hj please sit wid me .....atleast for this night sweety

baby i know u cry out loud at me
and i do understand im not the one for u sweety
if u do...say it....i know it aint dat easy
never had been,......but thats love all about......baby

drinking is the thing i think i could replace in my liver...
smoking in my lungs......still m trying hj..........baby..... i still shiver
baby i know wat u hate......i know u know wat i hate most
best love is to make sure ur happy......but dont worry dont worry,.....nothing is ever lost...

Love u Forever
Shaz(i still have this name)

问题是一个本质 Trust Me!!!!

Really its quite a tough thing to get over and move on! Things are even worse, when we talk about moving on with love or anger. Sometimes its quite a simple and realistic answer to our questions. Other times, humans do what they have to really do. Later thing is more prone to happen.

Confused?? See its not a blog about what we should not do to avoid problems. Problems are an essential element aspect of our life. Without it, we can not experience any reason to be happy. Do not misunderstood my prospect of essence of problem in life with not doing anything. Being idle is not a mistake, its a suicide. If you really want to be in the good phase of life, you have to make up your mind and body for the worst phase first. It is been rightly said no problem, whether, it is personal or professional can be solved until we really love to do that. Also, failures and problems are two very far things yet pretty close. These two are the like the  railway tracks that crosses each other. Initially they both seems to gets comes closer and even collide with each other. The intersection point is the point is the phase where success starts. Because after that problems would continue to occur but failure would be far away.

Taking it radically or not, problems do occur in the physical world. I do not agree with the statement that it is a state of mind. No, its not, it is a utter reality, just as life and death. We do not have any choice, but to accept it and make sure that we always take it as a true essence of life. It would rather happen and nobody has been spared by its brutality. Yet, we always have a choice, whether to move on, or stick to the past and keep increasing that problem. Embrace it, Learn from it and yes do not avoid it. 

Somethings in life are unexplained and trust me problem in your life is not one of them. According to me, everything has an answer, sometimes we just know where to find it, other time we say its a mystery. Like a good old Hollywood flick, i would like to end this article by saying "Life is as we know it".

Take care all!!! 

I have been

I have been looking around for the clues
for the inner peace and for the hidden muse
ways that are parted away and the difference that persist
thoughts that pinches me each second just like cyst

i have been streaming down the hill
for every time i look up... gives me an adrenaline thrill
finding nothing but the shadows i have been running from
i got no way to escape in an old tomb

I have been screaming out so loud
voice was not trembling, but found it was 'sound without'.
seeing the faces, listening to voices and feeling the touch
are the few things i cannot connect with, as if stuck in a hutch

I have been framing the unresolved issues thoughtfully
shedding the leaves of past that keeps on troubling like a bully
clearing the doubts, assuring the soul
at the end it would be fine as whole!

For some reason...i find peace in silence
chirping of birds early in the morning provide me fine ends
in the midst of emptiness....you eyes show me the right path
your hearty smile made me believe in dreams i always had..

even if you are not around...seems like you holded my hand smiling
scolding at my flaws and staring at my single act  beguiling
while i sleep...you often wander in my dreams
every time i wake up....my head felts jolt with a seam

i sometimes feel very scared...but i swear while thinking about you
nothing can stop me or distract me....like i can anything through
while hearing your voice....i get lost intensely..
i didn't even realize your absence hysterically

while writing ...it seems that maybe someday you will get to read this; or maybe not
whatever happens...i always will think, one day we get together for same reason we fought.
your soft hands...will ever let the touch of soft and purest skin i have known
simplifying the fact i say....COULDN'T HELP BUT KEPT ON LOVING YOU EACH DAY I HAVE GROWN!!!

Shaz

her eyes have always showed me the love i wanted...
may be i am too obsessed and will forver get haunted
well im such of a kind aint i??
everytime i hold a pen....its because of her....dnt know why?

things are too transformed now..
they have made me totally different somehow
i nver wished to be like this baby....i never tried to be this rude
when we parted away.....each drop of my blood wished to be crude

 i respect the expectations other have with me
i comprehend and respond to their wishes they plea
somehow i started to walk towards life
strength which comes from ur harsh words for me will always ensure to thrive

pride and green color is the secret i want to reveal in my life now on
someday when we would meet again....may be on the road while strolling on
i will have the courage to step up towards you and leave by ignoring you completely
will have tears in my eyes surely....but still would never show you that drastically

then i will achieve the inner strength of my consciousness,
for which i thrive and will successfully come out of this long somnolence!!!

Amen