years of magic and still wat it went tragic
want to picture it all again.....even though takes this pain
seeing u all happy with a new born child
want to kiss her......but seems not a good idea for while

baby its just me.....my love wandering around
with your household and new life that u bound
i promise u this day....to make the fair choice
i  said fair not the right...becaz i know u wudnt hear my voice

baby i am alone and i promise would always be like this
be in this forest of love or be in the reign of love......try to understand please
i want to you to accept that......i love you baby
but i cant baby,.....hj please sit wid me .....atleast for this night sweety

baby i know u cry out loud at me
and i do understand im not the one for u sweety
if u do...say it....i know it aint dat easy
never had been,......but thats love all about......baby

drinking is the thing i think i could replace in my liver...
smoking in my lungs......still m trying hj..........baby..... i still shiver
baby i know wat u hate......i know u know wat i hate most
best love is to make sure ur happy......but dont worry dont worry,.....nothing is ever lost...

Love u Forever
Shaz(i still have this name)